well.. it finally happened..

October 01st, 2010

I guess if I am going to share.. I am going to share it all.. the sweet and the sour.. this morning was my first.. morning sickness vomit.. it was hell.. I thought the nausea was hell.. but no.. this was.. playing on the bed with Olive in the morning after and unsettling sleep.. I just started gagging. Ithrew placed her on the ground.. while trying to say something along the lines of “shut mommys door”  which was barely audible.. I than ran to my bathroom and did.. well.. you know..  it didn’t help that I had a smoothie in the morning.. and everything was strawberry red.. and poor olive came into the bathroom and started crying.. “mama” and in between  upchucking.. I tried to muster up

its ok.. mamas fine!

insert getting sick 5 times here.. she was hiding in my closet just heartbroken and crying.. and when it was over.. I tried to act as natural as I could.. and now when she walks into my bathroom.. she points at the toilet and goes.. “mama sick”

one good thing came out of it.. olive was super cuddly and all over me for the next couple hours.. she does not like her mama sick.. and neither do it.. 

which is why I am writing this blog.. and not at work.. 

oy veh.. I feel like I am a walking talking negative mama this last week.. I am having a major pity party for one over here.. 

on a positive note.. I rented Date Night.. I wiped the makeup out of my eyes and headed to my local red box.. and remembered my sisters recommendation.. and it was FUNNY!! like hilarious funny.. my type of humor.. I may be watching it again later tonight when Olive goes to bed.. 

the little nugget that is taking me down.. 

Happy October everyone!