back in the day..

October 18th, 2010

ahh.. just remembering back in the beginning.. when this was our morning.. afternoon and night.. cuddles.. blankies.. and more cuddles.. although my baby never slept.. which she never did.. our days were filled with walks.. hanging out and a lot of one on one time.. she was my sweet little 5lb 11oz bundle of goodness..

fast forward to this week..

this picture may be old.. but it speaks the truth ;)  I have now contaminated the whole household.. and have 3 babies to take care.. except now she doesn’t want to be held.. and if I attempt a walk.. I carry her the whole time because she is tired.. and our blankies are actually snot rag receiving blankets..  I am praying for some health sanity on this house.. and soon I hope.. 

for the start of this pregnancy.. all I have wanted is dairy.. milk.. ice cream.. anything.. my baby is in dire need of some calcium.. and I try to fill its needs when i can.. although.. who am I kidding.. I wake up in the morning thinking of a giant glass of milk.. and I can feel the glands on both sides of my tongue salivate.. and I cant run to the fridge fast enough.. and last night.. my dreams were no different.. my whole dream was me and my sister sitting at mc.donalds.. and I ordered a extra large ice cream cone.. and I had exactly enough change to pay for it.. I remember counting it out for 5 minutes.. I asked my sister to hold it while I got in the car.. we than flash forward to someones house.. where she has taken my ice cream cone and turned it into a vodka smoothie.. I start yelling and raging at her how she always does stuff like this.. than I wake up.. I am now dreaming of dairy products.. and I actually woke up mad at her.. 

I think I need some more rest ;)