November 25th, 2010
this morning just feels like a holiday.. I love it.. I woke up to even more snow falling on the ground.. made some cheese scones for breakfast.. our usual mcdonalds burrito run is out of the question this year with my tires :0 coffee is brewed.. my baby is just starting to stir.. and my other baby is wanting breakfast.. the Christmas music station is on.. and I am thankful for it all.. but mostly.. I am thankful for my new little family.. I spent ten years thinking I would never be able to have children.. counselors.. tears.. fear.. fear that a man wouldn’t want to be with me if I couldn’t have babies (naturally).. and now the older I get.. I realize that that is actually the opposite of a man.. I have a great husband who is with me on this life path.. as we learn what marriage is.. and the meaning of it all.. and two little miracle babies.. life doesn’t get better.. all I ever prayed for was one to come from my belly.. and I would adopt the rest.. and now I have two little angels.. (and would still love to adopt)..
I am thankful for my new american-o friends.. who will make moving away that much harder.. it was easier to hate this place when it was just me and lu dreaming of our Canadian return.. and now I am building friendships with mamas and their littles..
mostly.. I am thankful for life.. and all that it entails.. pregnancies.. babies.. friends.. family.. parents.. grandparents (RIP) and death.. it truly is full circle.. now its time to celebrate my american thanksgiving!
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