really.. really!!

November 10th, 2010

I never crawled into bed until the midnight hour.. thank you trivia nights ;).. and when I rose before 7 am.. I thought wow.. take advantage of this.. get up.. and go enjoy your morning.. I could see the sunshine bursting through my thick wooden blinds. and knew I would regret it if I didnt get up..  I came down.. opened up shop.. fired up the computer.. and went to make my morning cup of joe.. and realized I was out.. and have no one to blame but myself.. because I put the empty container back in the freezer.. (I can hear my mom laughing right now).. I decided that I would make a feeble attempt at wiping off my makeup.. and head to my favorite local coffee shop.. grab an eggnog latte.. and my favorite breakfast wrap.. my unborn children have asked for this everyday.. Olive ate them all the time in my belly.. and now baby #2 requires the same love.. 

I threw on some jeans.. and uggs and vancouver olympic mittens.. and went to leave.. wait a sec.. what the.. I dont feel well.. no..your fine.. deep breaths.. it will pass.. wait .. no it isnt.. I think I am going to 

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yes.. my first day of my second trimester was me hanging over the toilet wishing I had ate something.. so it wouldn’t hurt so much.. 3 times.. are you kidding.. I naively thought this was going to be one of those miracle trimesters where it is totally over.. and I can go back to normal.. not so much.. 

I wiped off the mascara that had now smeared over my eyes.. and headed out anyways.. I wouldnt run into anyone at 8am.. right?! 

If you have not been out this morning.. you need to.. it is perfect! cold.. crisp.. sunny.. you can see your breath in the morning air.. and it mentally confirmed to me.. that we are going to have a cold winter.. that.. and my bald tires really need to be exchanged.. 

flash forward 15 minutes to when I am walking home.. drinking my burnt over milked coffee.. snacking on my cold/warm breakfast wrap.. and of course.. I ran into a regular from work.. he probably didn’t recognize my hideous features looming under a burgundy Harvard sweatshirt.. but it was awkward none the less.. 

(yes.. I went to harvard;)

I am trying to suck up my bad morning.. and drink my burnt coffee.. and I threw my wrap in my own oven to warm it up.. but it is hard to crawl out of this one.. I want to go back to bed now.. and not finish cleaning the house while the landlords come to take a look at it.. 

on a good positive note.. I asked the new girl how to make the breakfast wrap.. and where they bought their goods.. so now maybe I can just make one in the comfort of my own home.. although it was nice to sneak out of the house baby free.. and go for a little walk :)

Happy Wednesday everyone!

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