My little Olive
I did have a photography Blog.. and thought that I needed one of just my day to day life.. Olive is changing so much these days and I want it all written down and photographed along the way.. I had a thought today about her and her well being.. it flashed me back to her first week of life when I was crazy and hormonal and recovering from a C-section (which still shakes me to the core and makes me wonder if once child will do.. ) I was undressing her.. and trying to be so careful.. only to run my thumb nail up her beautiful fresh yellow jaundice skin! I cried longer than she did.. That brings me to today.. I got her out of bed.. and was preparing breakfast.. must get my 15 month.. 17 pound baby to bulk up.. and I clipped the skin on her leg into her highchair buckle.. It was like that for probably 15 seconds before her skin sensors hit her brain and she started flailing and screaming around.. I unclicked her trying to figure out what happened.. only to realize I had caused that pain!! and now she has a blood blisture on her leg!.. I felt horrible.. To think we are only on month 15.. what happens when she goes off to college and gets married?
This photo felt appropriate
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