Just finished watching the time travelers wife.. so good.. I remember watching it after Olive was born and being ok with the fact that she was born with auburn hair.. seriously.. that Rachel McAdams is amazing! and the cute little girl that plays her when she was younger is a doll.. I love movies like that that make you delve into family life head on and take it all in.. I dont know about everyone else.. but I definately have/had those moments where you wish you did one more thing.. traveled to one more place.. tried one more adventure.. I know children are not the be all end all .. and they bring so much life into your life.. and love. and laughter.. but I need balance.. everyday Olive does something new and my heart just melts.. I love that she is turning into a little girl.. and loves her dollies.. and watching me put on my make up.
I am excited to travel on our honeymoon and feel the freedom of just me and Dust having carefree fun.. re connecting and than coming home tohopefully create another little baby.. Dustin wants a family of ladies.. but I would love to raise a little gentleman.. give Olive a little brother to take care of.. I like the balance I have in my life right now of family.. work.. and fun.. I am also looking forward to the challenge of another baby.. doing it the second time around.. I hope I feel more confident and secure and I lose the fear that I am killing the baby every two seconds.. I blame the hormones..
I have always preached to people to live life to the fullest now because you never know what is going to happen when you are older! light your candles.. use your best dishes.. dont worry about bedtime some nights.. finger paint in the kitchen..
"I want to live deliberately, to suck the marrow from the bones of life; to put to rout all that [is] not life, and not to come to the end of life, and discover that I had not lived"
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