ok.. me and olive are not on the same wave length as of lately..me coming home from honeymoon.. she screams when we put her to bed around 70% of the time.. I really want to emphasize the word scream.. top of the lungs.. scared.. sweating.. scrunched up closed eyes .. where the heck are my parents screaming.. and than the other 30 % she goes down without a peep.. even blows me a kiss on the way out.. it is breaking my heart.. there are actual cracks in it.. I am trying to be a tough parent.. and have started giving her 10 minute limits.. than go in and comfort her.. and once she is comforted.. she will usually go back down.. but I am so on the fence about it.. I mean.. this could be my only baby I ever get.. and I am wasting precious baby years letting her cry and scream when I should be rocking and cuddling.. all I ever asked for was one baby through this body.. just one..( due to come baby making complications) and I would adopt the rest.. and now I have the one baby.. and want to enjoy it all..
whats a mama to do..
I googled crying baby because I didnt want to put a sad one of her up.. and I thought it was odd.. that this baby almost looks like her!
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