ok.. so I had my first wedding “moment” if you will.. I think all the stress kind of piled up on me at one time.. it started by missing my fed ex :( he had such a light little knock.. I couldnt hear him from the top of my stairs! boo.. than I realized that kasual kacey needed to kick it into high gear.. so I got rid of my shift.. which is always hard for me.. I wasnt allowed to stay home sick from school .. or call into work sick.. so even to this day.. the guilt and the extra income kills me knowing it will be missed.. but like my sister said.. if there is ever a day to not go in.. it is today! I have so many little errands to run.. and they all got pushed back farther and farther along each month.. each week.. and now i only have hours left.. and there are no more excuses. Papa will be here to watch Olive at 2:30 for my “work shift” and I am out to run errands.. lots and lots of errands.. one of which is me driving to Fed Ex to pick up my package..
On a less selfish note.. i will stop talking about moi.. and start talking about my friend who just had her little bubbas!! I think it was this early am.. This friend is probably one of the nicest, sweetest people I have ever met.. and today she welcomed another little man into her world! 9lbs 4 oz.. I am not going to give anything else away.. because that is her birth story to tell.. not mine.. my birth story is buried at the back of my brain.. and starting to get hazed over with lost memories.. ones that I am thankul are lost.. because it gives me a ray of hope about having another baby..
My two minutes to myself is over now.. and I must resume wedding mode…
p.s. the town center in which I live is getting a lululemon! it is crazy.. nothing this random ever happens to me.. and I am in search of a new water bottle as we speak!
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